Vermouth IV - Something To Lose (Official Music Video)

About Vermouth IV Based in Seattle, Washington, Vermouth IV creates atmospheric music built around emotion and memory. Inspired by grey skies, late nights, and moments that don’t let go, each song is a reflection of a feeling — quiet, honest, and unfiltered. #ElectronicMusic #DeepHouse #Triphop Something To Lose I used to leave without a reason Kept one hand on the door Nothing could call me back I made that bargain years before Then you fell asleep beside me One palm open near my own I watched the small rise of your breathing And felt the weight of being known I thought that fear was something other people carried Till you became the place my mind would go For the first time, I have something to lose Something more than pride, more than a way through If you turned away, I’d know what was gone I’d feel you in every room I never feared the leaving till I wanted you to choose For the first time, I have something to lose You tell me what you’re thinking slowly Like each word has to be made safe I want to ask you not to vanish Then I hear how that could sound like claim So I sit with what I cannot promise No hand can keep a heart from change I can only meet you where you find me And tell the truth without blame I used to call it freedom, never needing Now I know how much that shelter kept from view For the first time, I have something to lose Something more than pride, more than a way through If you turned away, I’d know what was gone I’d feel you in every room I never feared the leaving till I wanted you to choose For the first time, I have something to lose If tomorrow makes a stranger of this evening If your hand slips free of mine one day I won’t say you owed me staying I won’t dress my fear as something you must pay But while you’re here, I’ll let you see me Not the man who’s ready to move on I am frightened by how much I need you And I’m here, though I was built to be gone For the first time, I have something to lose And it’s you, not some imagined life I couldn’t choose If you turned away, I’d know what was gone I’d feel you long after you were gone I never feared the leaving till I wanted you to choose For the first time, I have something to lose Stay because you want to Not because I’m scared For the first time I know what’s there