Only Fear Keeps Me Here | Dark Medieval Folk & Sad Tavern Song (Lyrics Video)
Long-form4:57MusicPublished Oct 8, 2026, 3:00 PM · 2w ago
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Description
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"Only Fear Keeps Me Here" brings the intimacy of a difficult conversation into dark medieval folk. Being told you are strong can feel lonely when you have been trying to explain that you are exhausted. The song asks what we miss when we praise someone for carrying on before giving them room to say how much it hurts.
🕯️ Add this melancholic tavern song to your folk playlist for late nights, or share it with someone who listens beyond the usual “I’m fine.” Welcome to Lyra Vesperi, where you can leave the brave face at the door.
🎵 Lyrics:
My body drags me from the chair
I lift my cup and fix my hair
The room erupts, I laugh on cue
For half a song, I feel it too
A stranger says, "You made it through"
I smile because that's partly true
I've tried to leave this life before
I still wake shaking on the floor
They tell me this is all we get
I know, I haven't missed that yet
I know the world can still be sweet
But knowledge cannot move my feet
I am not brave, I am not whole, I am not strong
My pulse just pulls this frightened flesh along
I know this life can still be kind
I know there's beauty left to find
But knowing doesn't make me strong
My lungs still rise when hope is gone
I know the reasons I should stay
They cannot make this hurt give way
I do not choose to persevere
Only fear keeps me here
Keeps me here
I used to picture years ahead
Now waking feels like debt instead
I know the life I meant to live
I know the love I meant to give
I mourn the woman I could be
She feels like someone else to me
I've begged my mind to let me end
My shaking hands still call a friend
My lungs pull air I never chose
My body fights what no one knows
I curse that fear, I bless it too
It keeps me here when I am through
I am not brave, I am not whole, I am not strong
My pulse just pulls this frightened flesh along
I know this life can still be kind
I know there's beauty left to find
But knowing doesn't make me strong
My lungs still rise when hope is gone
I know the reasons I should stay
They cannot make this hurt give way
I do not choose to persevere
Only fear keeps me here
Keeps me here
The cider warms my empty hands
The room turns distant where I stand
I let the candle paint me gold
For one slow breath I don't feel cold
I do not heal, I do not mend
I only breathe and don't pretend
I let the hours pull me through
My body does what bodies do
Don't tell me life is beautiful
I know it is, and that's what's cruel
I know the warmth I still could miss
The morning bread, the hand, the kiss
I know the rain, the songs, the spring
The thousand lovely little things
I know! I know! And still can't bear
Another day of being here!
If love could save me, yours would be enough
That's what destroys me
Love is not enough...
I am not brave, I am not whole, I am not strong
My pulse just pulls this frightened flesh along
I know this life can still be kind
I know there's beauty left to find
But knowing doesn't make me strong
My lungs still rise when hope is gone
I know the reasons I should stay
They cannot make this hurt give way
I do not choose to persevere
Only fear keeps me here
Only fear keeps me here
Only fear keeps me here
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🎚️ Audio Mix: BandLab
🎨 Visuals: Vizzy + Image 2.0
🎶 Music: Suno AI
📜 Concept & Lyrics: Lyra Vesperi
Tags
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Details
- Published
- Oct 8, 2026, 3:00 PM
- Length
- 4:57 (297 s)
- Format
- Long-form
- Category
- Music
- Audio language
- EN
- Quality
- HD
- Captions
- Yes
- Made for kids
- No
- Licensed content
- Yes
- Video ID
- failfjOslRA
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