History & cultureCountry Gold StationLord, I'm Not Who I Wanted To Be #gospel #christianmusic

Lord, I'm Not Who I Wanted To Be #gospel #christianmusic

Long-form6:30MusicPublished Jun 22, 2026, 12:59 PM · 4mo ago
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492
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Description

Lord, I'm Not Who I Wanted To Be | A Country Gospel Song For The Weary Heart Description There comes a point in life when you look back and realize things didn't turn out the way you thought they would. The dreams were bigger. The faith was stronger. The future seemed clearer. But somewhere between responsibility, survival, regret, and the passing years... you become someone you never expected. "Lord, I'm Not Who I Wanted To Be" is a raw country gospel ballad about disappointment, lost dreams, unanswered prayers, and the hope that God still hasn't given up on us. If you've ever felt tired, broken, or far from the person you wanted to become, this song is for you. 🙏 May God meet you where you are today.
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