The field turned into a burden. No money, so I'm tearing it down myself

I've got no money. But it has to be cleared. So I do it myself. This farmland turned into a debt. To let go of it, even for zero yen, I first have to put it back the way it was. Came back after about a month and it was all overgrown, so my wife handles the weed killer with a roughly 10kg sprayer on her back. The concrete still isn't broken up enough, so I pulled out the engine breaker I bought for around 60,000 yen. I barely maintain it, so it wouldn't start, yanked the recoil over and over until it finally fired up. The nets and hoses left behind by the contractor who ran off are still in my way. I'm not some youtuber enjoying the country life, I'm just doing it because I have to. --- 00:00 Start 00:13 Back after a month, weeds everywhere 00:21 My wife sprays the weed killer 01:43 Subtitle and music time 03:36 Nets, hoses and junk 04:07 The engine breaker comes out 05:20 AI pictures and many languages If you put up with my rambling all the way to the end, maybe that subscribe button's worth a tap. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCb565Js1E3w7L9xreF5rzXw?sub_confirmation=1 #farmland #DIY #countrylife #demolition